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i hate how this year is turning out to be.
i went to go watch idea's christmas show today
and just watching them made me want to cry.
I miss them , all of it . i never realized how much you guys
meant to me, my family, my friends, and everything we would
all do for each other. The laughs, the fights, and the arguements.
we were all so close, and now knowing that im not apart of that
makes me feel weird. its like something is missing my life.
i wish i back , i wish this wasnt like this .
i cant wait till next year when i come , hopefully /;