WOOOOOOOW .

i cant believe this.

i JUST wrote the LONGEST blog in my life dedicated for

Naiyana Puckdee .

and i lost signal on my computer,


and now its gone.


damnnn this computer !


im efffing pisssssed.

.

i hate how this year is turning out to be.
i went to go watch idea's christmas show today
and just watching them made me want to cry.
I miss them , all of it . i never realized how much you guys
meant to me, my family, my friends, and everything we would
all do for each other. The laughs, the fights, and the arguements.
we were all so close, and now knowing that im not apart of that
makes me feel weird. its like something is missing my life.
i wish i back , i wish this wasnt like this .
i cant wait till next year when i come , hopefully /;

I guess,

I complain too much .
If its not one thing, its another. im never happy with anything .
dont you hate it when people point out the truth ?
& i hate when i regret things that ive said ,
but the past is past , & i cant do anything to do about it ./;
its not likee theyy care but whatever.
i love alyssa, she makes things alot better<3
& Darren , dont know what id do without him .

besides thatt, todaay was an okay dayy , better than yesterday though.
sometimes i really love taking the bus , its sooo loud .
and the bus driver never says anythingg haa.

well thats all for noww,
mmkayss , byeee .

Update.

this weekend was really fun.
went to TS with alot of people that i havent
seen in like FOREVER . i missed them <3

i wonder if anyone even reads my blogspot !
i barely write on it anymore.
i might just get a tumblr , or whatever thats called.
seeing as everyone else in the world has one.

NAIYANA ! if you read this.
you embarassed me in front of you know who .
HA i dont care though , i love you .

im doing homework right now and it SUCKS . /:
so im gonna go , byeee.

Fall Ball

Well the fall ball was yesterday !
it was alot offf funnn ,
except for the fact that almost everyone
had a date . /:
haa whatever. i went with the girlss <3
i forgot to take off my make-up so now i look like crap
and my brother just HAD to point it out to me this morning, lmfao.

today i have to finish cleaning my roooom , how gay .
but im going to go buy my costume for halloween.
party this saturday ! (;

im starting to get at 'him' hes starting to get on my last
nervee , like realllly . omfg .

Blogging ?

Okay sooooo , im not really into this whole 'blogging thing'
like i dont like people knowing how im feeling , but naiyana told
me to do it , so yeahh .

Well today was pretty boringggg.
got up LATE , and got ready & i looked crapppy , like i do at school everyday . HA.
Oh ! and i think the posters that i put up came off with the wind /: how gay.
i hate taking the bus ! all i do is just fall asleep , and i hate some of the people
that i ride it with .

Blogging - is pointless.

this one time , this one girl posted a blog about this one girl and this other girl
thought it was her and it wasnt so they got into a realllly big fight , it was stupid.
^ thats why i dont really wanna blog .
but whatever (:

I dont really think anyones gonna read this ,
but ill just keep going .

Im actually kinda mad right now at someone , but not really.
Like when someone tells you something dont you expect them to
go through with itt ! but its not really there fault , i just like getting mad over stupid things.

I talked to naiyana today for like a gajillllion hours !
OMG , i miss her /;

Theres this wish wall at school , and people write their wishes on there and stuff,
and its really sad sometimes . One girl said she wished every guy she fell for wouldnt
screw her over . Another said she wished she was skinny like tyra banks ? what the hell right ? Some of them are really sad if you get to reading them , more like
depressing actually.

Horoscopes are so truee , it kinda freaks me out sometimes.
First of all , just cuz it says yr gonna have friend troubles doesnt mean you are !
even though i am /: god i hate when im wrong .

I looove quotes , like any kind .
They make my day . give me some ? <3


' Do what you love , not what you want '